Sunday, June 29, 2008

Music, My Therapy






"Star Dust" by Hoagy Carmichael












Tony Bennett's "Have A Good Time,Eden Ahbez, "Nature Boy" & Rosemary Clooney's
"Mixed Emotions" , Bing Crosby & Carmen Cavallaro's "How Soon", Eddy Howard's "For Sentimental Reasons", Van Johnson's "I Wonder, I Wonder, I Wonder







My mean music machine THE BOSE!
Oh yes, I'm back again! As everyone knows, I've been on vacation 9 glorious days! I've done NOTHING but walk, watch movies, sort through old books, papers and clothes and much of the time on the internet following my families activities, chatting and of course doing some photography to keep up with the artysy, fartsy bunch. I, of course, will never be up to their level but hey, it's fun!!

Last but by no means least is my music! I've been sorting through old, old sheet music and taking pictures of some. I've been learning alot of new songs and what wonderful therapy for me. To hear a song and then to learn the song well enough for people to recognize and actually know what the hell one is playing is a real accomplishment in my humble opinion. I cannot imagine a world without music. I listen to music from all over the world. It's so amazing to hear the different sounds and chords, the background, the rhythms and the vocals and how it all comes together. I'm not an accomplished musician but I have been given the gift of being able to hear! And to listen! And to pick out the sounds that actually make the song stand out.

At times I really do make a nuisance of myself by pestering friends to shut up and listen and they of course look at me as if to say 'I'm listening'!! ... they hear but aren't really listening. However, not to be brushed off I continue pestering by asking if they heard the low bass or the little tiny tinkle of the piano or the quick drum solo that lasts for only 5 seconds. A quick roll of the eyes tells me they aren't interested. And so I shake my head and shut up. I find, of course, I do the very exact thing if a conversation is going in a direction which bores me. I think that's called zoning out! A few of my children have the very same talent. I wonder if they learned from me or if it is just genetic? :o)

When I was very young I used to listen to my mother and grandmother playing the piano and I wanted to play! Of course I knew nothing but tried to pick out the melodies. Then one day my cousin came over to show all of us what he was learning from his piano teacher. My cousin and I were 10 years old at the time. I sat on the bench next to him and watched as he played "Lady of Spain" with a new technique of learning how to play anything with just chords. I made him play the song over and over and over as I watched his fingers. After he left I sat down and tried to play the song and much to everyones' amazement I actually learned the song in a few weeks! They said I was playing "by ear" and within a few weeks I was enrolled with my cousin's teacher and on my way to learn how to play too!!

My mother was in North Africa and my teacher made a small record of me playing and we sent it to her. I wonder what ever happened to the little record? It seems I've seen it somewhere but anyway ....

I moved to North Africa the next year (I was 11 by then) and I took lessons from a French teacher who taught me how to enhance my chords. She was wonderful and so talented. That lasted for about 4 months. I was shipped off to boarding school in Casablanca and enrolled in their music program. (approx. 4 months). I was sent back to the USA and never had lessons again until I was 14 in Los Angeles with a teacher who had actually helped arrange songs for Bing Crosby. Again about 4 months worth.
That was it for my music lessons. But I always played whenever I could. Whenever I had an instrument.

Many years later (1972 0r 1973) I moved to Brazil. I bought a guitar and learned 6 chords and proceeded to torture my children by playing and singing at the top of my lungs, in the middle of the night, Loretta Lynn and George Jones tunes. OH MY GAWD!! Poor kids!!! Once we pulled out of Brazil I didn't do much of anything with music until I lived in Canada 1977.

I bought an organ and taught myself how to use and play those foot pedals and double keyboards. My two youngest, Kurt & Deanna begged me to play "Lullabye" for them every night. I was sooooo happy they liked my playing! Alas I found out years later it wasn't that they liked the music so much, but because they knew when I started playing music that I would be playing for hours and they could play in their bedrooms undetected. I must say I did catch them under the kitchen table at times with their blankets and pillows looking at me.
My one desire was to someday, somehow, play in front of a live audience, knowing full well that I would never be famous. I set out to do just this. I practiced and practiced and was heard one night after choir practice in a small church playing a hymn. I was TOLD that night that I must play the following sunday and so I did just that.
This led to weddings and teas and then the BIG one for me! I was asked to play in front of 500 Mary Kay Cosmetic consultants and directors at Lake Louise, Alberta, Canada at The Chateau.
I'll never know how I pulled it off but I did. Then on to Toronto, Ontario, Canada for the warm-up groups before the actual seminar. Yeahhhh, I did it! Mistakes and all, but I did it! A wonderful huge black grand piano was at my disposal.
I had a piano in Scotland, guitar in Brazil, organ & keyboard in Canada and then had to sell them in 1996 because of a move to the USA.

Last September 2007, some of my children chipped in and bought me a beautiful 88 key, keyboard/organ/piano combo and I've once again started "tapping the ivories" What a wonderful and oh so considerate and loving gift. I thank you so much!!!!

And so as not to bore you anymore, I think I'll just play me a song .... How about 'Terms of Endearment" or "What a Wonderful World" or "Hotel California" or "Crazy" or "Turn The Page" or "Riders On The Storm" ... or heck, why not all of them?

Until next time .......... MUSIC, MAESTRO !

Thursday, June 19, 2008

The Big Move





As I sit here in the sweltering heat,117 degrees, shit it's hot!! I'm wondering why I've stayed in the desert for so long! Is it because I just got so sick of cold weather after 21 years in Canada or am I just too lazy to make a move now?
Well!!!! That's all changing. More then once I decided to move to Maine and ended up changing my mind every single time. Partly because I thought the winters would just get me down, partly because I was afraid to try to get a job out there, at my age! So silly we are at times. And partly because I was afraid I would miss the Colorado River and my acreage and, and, and .... last but not least, the many friends I've made here in Arizona.
I'm thinking it was just plain old fear.
Where did that come from? I've never been afraid to make a change before.
But now??????? ............... I'M READY TO MAKE THE MOVE..............
Just think I will have two of my daughters Deanna & Valerie out there within driving distance and grandchildren to hang out with, well, we aren't sure if Zach will be there alot of the time.
And Jo, Valerie's friend who is a big part of our family now. And I know Kurt, my youngest son, will visit. He loves Maine. Let's just hope the rest of the crew will visit and what a crew that is ... 7 to be exact!!
I'm not sure if I'm going to live in Vermont, Maine or somewhere in between, but for sure somewhere in that vicinity.
Now I have tons of things to think about and to accomplish .....
Cleaning out the garbage that I've collected over the last few years.
Going thru closets and getting rid of clothes that I never wear anyway!
Looking for jobs on the internet.
Selling things on EBAY
Oh yes, saving $$$ money $$$ for the move.

And after doing all of these chores I will spend some evenings at the beach on the Colorado River. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely love the desert, but I'm missing the 4 seasons just a wee bit.
Gee, I wonder about cold and snow. I'm looking forward to a good snow storm so that I can hunker down in the cozy warmth of a living room and watch a movie or read a book eating popcorn or a grilled cheese sandwich with hot cocoa. Or going to Starbucks with my kids!
Where I can go outside and let the snowflakes fall on my face, where I can get so cold that the hair in my nose freezes and then to be able to come inside and thaw out!
And then summertime .... going to the ocean and walking and hiking and taking photos. And watching the boats and the fall will be a landscape of colours!!

Crazy? Maybe. But an adventure is an adventure and that's what I'm looking forward to.

It's time.

Time to get out and see another part of the world once again.
Time to make everyday count before I cross over to the other side.
Time to enjoy my children once again.
Time to take care of unfinished business.
The planning is just as much fun as the actual doing. My mind is so full right now of "things to do". I need to make a list :o) a mile long!
Yes it's Time!! I can always visit the desert during the winter if I long for sand and cactus between my toes.

The Mojave

The Mojave